Friday, February 18, 2005
kinda feel lyk changing my blogskin but i'm much too lazy at the moment. it's only 10am but i reallyreallyreally wanna jump out of the hse.. haha waitwaitwaiting... -checks hp n luks at the clock AGAIN for the millionth time- :) :) :)
random thoughts at 5:59:00 PM
it's been a longlonglong wk n an even loooonnnnngggeeerrrrrrr wait.. but it's
finally saturday! feel so happy :) :) :) haha anw,
happy bday to my lovely ai ren aka layz! :D
quit my job at CPF le. dis weds my last day, den i'll b standing in for a fren outside fareast selling bags n watches again (most prob alone) so whoever's free, come n look for me yah? it's a white tent just outside Subway. buy things, i give u discount. haha :D
oh. me n my teammates r going mr yong's hse for steamboat later dis evening. haha shd q fun i think. i wanna c how his wife luks lyk! :P aiyah i dunno wad to blog anymore. haha brain getting v rusty.. lazy to think alr. bleahs
anw, shifu! long time nv hear from u. hope u'r doing fine yah? msg me sumtimes. i nv noe when to msg u in case u'r dear hp isnt usable again or sth. haha :)
random thoughts at 5:18:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
suddenly remembered dat jm sent me the lyrics of a song 4yrs ago n the only phrase i can recall is
"i wanna grow old with u" so i tried the phrase n found the lyrics to the song! haha think the lyrics r really sweet! :D
I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I’ll miss you
I’ll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I’ll need you
I’ll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
-Adam Sandler
The Wedding Singer
I Wanna Grow Old With You
random thoughts at 6:11:00 AM
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it’s gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing
we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy
Wouldn’t it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice
-Beach Boys
50 First Dates
Wouldn't It Be Nice
random thoughts at 6:01:00 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
just went to read thru bits of my archives n felt v weird. doesnt sound lyk me at all. haha mayb zihao's right. i'v changed alot in the past 2yrs, mayb in more ways than 1. i'm no longer the stupid n naive person who thinks of dumb things n hopes for things dat i noe r out of my reach. now i noe to b contented with wad i have n i just wan to treasure the pple n things in my life.
i'm not sure if i believe in everlasting love n things lidat. mayb dat's y i lyk the song Think Of Me from The Phantom of the Opera, esp the parts:
"When you find that once again, you long to take your heart back and be free - if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me.." n
"We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember, stop and think of me.." i guess it's not how long 2 pple stay together, but it's whether or not they were happy while it lasted dat really matters yah? i dunno wad'll happen in the future, no1 does. i only noe dat i'm happy now n dat's the only thing dat's impt :D
suddenly just realised dat i'm blogging alot abt the same stuffs dis days.. mayb cos dat's wad i have been thinking alot abt. sumtimes i think too much n too deeply abt things n it makes me so sensitive abt certain things to the pt where i hafta tell myself to stop thinking n not b paranoid. there'r so many things dat cannot b controlled so there's really no pt thinking too much. yah..
random thoughts at 6:21:00 AM
at my grandma hse using my uncle's laptop to blog. haha too bored liao, nth better to do. saturdays r lousy cos got no nice shows on tv at night :( but nvm lah at least i made pple here (lyk my mum n grandparents) happy by turning up unexpectedly. haha dun really lyk to come here n make small talk to my relatives so i seldom come here tho my mum comes every wkend. dat's y i'm always greeted by mock surprise n exclamations of how rare it is dat i come here n stuffs lidat.. it's okay. not dat i'm really bothered lah. it's the truth anw :)
i knew my mum told some of my relatives abt me having a bf, but i din expect every1 to noe! suddenly every1 keeps asking me to
"dai ta hui lai gei wo men kan" n my aunts r saying stuffs lyk
"ni yue lai yue you nu ren wei" n
"getting prettier" den followed by
"must b bcos of the love". hahahaha really v farny. i said
"no lah no lah" den she said
"reallyreally! trust me. lastime u go row boat, so black n muscle so big, now much nicer! at least 30% is bcos of love." haha i dunno if it's true lah. perhaps perhaps.. :D the ultimate is 2nd aunt's comment abt my grandma luking 4ward to being a great grandma. pls lor! yah i love babies n kids, but i'm only 19yrs n 25days old. in 10yrs mayb.. but now? hahaha so amusing.
random thoughts at 5:26:00 AM
